Chemistry suckss

很好,我還是用華語比較好.

雖然... 要用的時間長一點

如果現在不用的話 以後就可能不記得怎麼寫了 ><

不可以! 要練習!! :)

今天 考了英文和化學

英文還好 都明白而且都有答!

可是化學就... 呃.. 一言難盡

我徹底的放棄我要拿到及格的想法.

整個! 超難 >< 可能我沒盡力的關係

我在整個現在超鬱悶... 我不想讓媽媽失望

可是我剛有跟她說這一科我沒信心會拿到及格

反正下次開學 家長日的時候

那老師又會跟我媽說些有的沒的

說我沒有能力做啦,對我很失望啦,叫我不要做啦

我鄙視你!!! 可是這激將法沒用了 ><

可是我一定會盡力!! ... 下一次 ==

我不敢承諾 因為我怕我會做不到

所以 我從不承諾! 這是我的做人守則

好吧... 我沒心情了 :(

保佑我星期五的物理順順利利吧! :)

FIGHTING !!!!

PS: 我好睏啊 ..

Brand new

I should be studying right now :L

but i choose to online and doing some stupid things

anyway, i give up :P

i don't have the strength and power to study

what can i do?

fooling around in front of webcamie ♥

it's 10pm right now, i din even open my book yet

what im gonna do 2moro?

i dunno :(

Feeling weird but what can i do?

PS: Countdown-ing ......

Oppps. :/

Let's clap clap clap :D

omg , one month didn't update ! ><

welll , recently busy :P
and busy XD

fine ... i'm lazy actually.
waste all my time on FB ;(
FB is my drug !! AHAHAHHA.

oh ya , Kesha's song ' Your love is my drug ', i think it's nice :)

have my 1st exam on WED :(
ENGLISH !!!
how bad is that ?!

mmm , actually is good thing :D
because can done my worst subject 1st !
right ? XD


keeeeep hardworking careen !
I'll and I am hardworking ! XD


last ,
some sad thing happened just now.

talk with my aunt.
she said she contacted my dad.
and telling me some stuff that about my dad.

welll , i know i can tell my feeling here , dont have to hide.

he had a new baby , congract dad :) * i'm not smiling actually
he had some financial problem , it cause my 1st step-brother cant study last year.
but he already start study now. good thing right ? :)
he want to meet us when we go back...

my aunt ask me about meet him when we arrive and have dinner together.
but ... i said no.
seriously , i'm not ready yet.
and i dont know what i suppose to do and said when i meet him.
hate him ? show a smile face ? talk to him and act like everything's over ?
i dont think i can do that.
maybe i can , but not now.

i'll think about it :)
aunt ask me inform her if i change my mind.
ofcoz i'll change my mind , right ? hopefully i will......

anyway , i just cant take it right now.



right , sad thing finished report !
time to happy thing ! XDDDD


count down-ing :D
three more weeks !!! :)

hope i have a wonderful and memorable trip ! :)
with my lovely friendsssss :) * i'm actually smiling now ! XD


hoping time past faster and best luck on my exam ! :)


miss ya and see you guys sooon :DDD





I'll try to FORGIVE and FORGET . :)

Random :)

嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟.

最近愛上了這個高高的包包頭. :D

嗯,就覺得溫習時比較涼爽.

沒有頭髮擋著的感覺, 爽! XD

嗯,走了.

媽咪快回來了.

後會有期啦各位! :)

Miss me. :)

SIGH. Long time din update jor.

Recently busy-ing for my revision.
I'll have my FINAL YEAR EXAM 4 weeks later. :(
Nervous arr ! ><

And, that's something else I have to worry about.
My subject choice. For my high school.
Have to choose 4 subjects instead of 6. Another 2 is for back up.
Because a very mightly cant get the 4 subjects you had choose.

Ermm. I choose Physic,Chemistry,Accounting and Business.
Last 2 are Biology and graphic design.

Yesterday , we got the result of getting what subject.
And I just get 3 . :(
I get Physic,Chemistry and Business.

Why ?
The teacher said Accounting and Physic are in the same band.
So, I have to drop one of them. But I really like both of them ! ><
And I have to choose one more language subject. French or German.
I hate both of them! Fuvk.

Have to think about it over the weekend.

And very SIGH about is , I cant choose whatever I want.
My mum is controling my life , my future.

I talked to her yesterday after school about this.
And ask her the permission about to drop my Physic and choose Accounting.
But she dont want. She said , YOU have to do all three science subject!
WTF. I dont know what the point to studying three of them !
She already want me to study Biology outside school !
And the teacher said I dont need three of them if I go to UNI!

I argued with her and I cry. Mmm. Just cry for one minute , because I dont wanna fight with her.
She mad about me and said ' Dont ask my permissoin again next time ! If you're already decide what you wanna do.'
WTF! ;(

I'm sure she'll arguing with me everyday about this if I din get her permission!

MUM, if you see this.
PLS. I decide my future, not you !
And I'm not your slave or dog, I'm not going to be someone that's not actually me!
If you wanna be a doctor! Go to UNI and study yourself! GBY!

Fhewwww. Feel comfortable now! Weeeeee. :P
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

Oh ya. One thing.
My sister sign up a WRETCH blog and start posting some stupid stuff there.
Some stupid stuff that not true at all! Fine, somes are true. Just a little bit of them are true.
Did I ever told your guys that SHE'S ACTUALLY A LIAR.

seriously, dont trust whatever she said.
I cant control her right?
That's her mouth and her hand.

I dont know I'll have a sister like that. SIGH.
I'm not blaming her, whatever she said is not my business.
And dont blame me if she lie you. XD

My life is full of SIGH.

Bibibibibibibibi, stop complaining.
Start to dont care about something that non my businesses. :P

Kay, stop here.
Hope can see you guys soon.
If I'm free. :)


Bye and Good luck to everyone!
Cheer daddy Peg. :* Love you always.


Like this song recently - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang. :)

Sick

OMG. I'm sick. ;(
How bad is that. I HATE SICK !

As I said on last post. My life is full of laziness.
I'm serious.
Lazy to study, lazy to do revision, lazy to do my homework and lazy etc.
I hope can lay on bed every single day ! :(

OMG. Still got six weeks, my final exam is coming !
Nervous nervous nervous.
The most important exam this year.
If I fail one subject , my mum gonna kill me !
She said that and I know she'll hide all my FUN things if I fail one !
Erm , like hide my laptop and cant online in my rest of life. ><
God Bless Me Please. :'(

And still got 70 days, my hometown trip is coming !
Excited excited excited. :D
The most important trip this year.
But I have to worry about my exam 1st. :(
How sad is that.
Why must life so unfair ?!!!!! :'(

Fine , stop complaint.
Be happy and cheer , Careen.
You'll be fine . Show smiley face. :) *Fake smile.XD

From now on , HARDWORKING please !
Yes. Hardworking by this minute and lazy for another minute. :D
GOD. Cant change , I'm lazy. Hope I'm a hardworking child. :(

Pray pray pray.
Pray for myself. For my exam , For my Trip and For my Health.
Hope can get well soon. Hope my mum wont cook porridge to me tomorrow. --

Oh ya , anybody know Iceland Volcano thingie?
All flight had been cancelled. Because of the smoke.
Owhhhh , so bad , so dissapointed , for those schoolmates who had a trip to Paris last day.
Hope they can get the flight to Paris soon. :) *Fake smile.


And OMG ! I havent done my homework yet !
Gonna leave. Bye , in rush. XP

See you guys soon. :)

Nervous :S

Arrrghhh. OMFG. Start school tomorrow. :(
My life now is full of laziness ! Ish.

Hate wake up early.
Hate doing homework.
I HATE EVERYTHINGS NOW !

Blahblahblah. I'm nervous + worry + upset + lazy + etc.
Haiz. Hate school.
Keep study , study and study ! ;(
What the point for study ? Without any reason !
Well , for a better job. And earn many many money .

Whatever larr . I have to admit it .
Admit that I have to study.
Nonono , not study . Is study well well well .

STOP complaining . Because I have a better life than anyone else.
So , this will be the last time I complaint. :) I hope.... XD


Today called my dearest loupor ms.pongkaryee . :)
Felt confidence and happy when I talk to her . Weeeeeee. :D
Really miss her. And ofcourse my daddy and mummy.
Ahahahha.

We talked about lots of things.
Saying about everythings had changed.
Ya, it does change. Time will change everybody attitude.
I believe in it. :) And change someone life too.
Whatever , just wanna be happy. :D

Oh ya , I did talked to her brother too - ms.pongwailip. :)

She ask me called her again next weekend.
Erm,I'll try . Try to not finished my credit by texting with my ***. XD


And gonna sleep now. :)
School tomorrow.
God bless me. Everything will be fine.


See you guys next Sat.
I just can online on weekend now. SIGH.
I know my mum is for my own good, I really know. :)


Nitezz and sweet dream.
Miss miss miss. :*