Monday, June 7, 2010

Oppps. :/

Let's clap clap clap :D

omg , one month didn't update ! ><

welll , recently busy :P
and busy XD

fine ... i'm lazy actually.
waste all my time on FB ;(
FB is my drug !! AHAHAHHA.

oh ya , Kesha's song ' Your love is my drug ', i think it's nice :)

have my 1st exam on WED :(
ENGLISH !!!
how bad is that ?!

mmm , actually is good thing :D
because can done my worst subject 1st !
right ? XD


keeeeep hardworking careen !
I'll and I am hardworking ! XD


last ,
some sad thing happened just now.

talk with my aunt.
she said she contacted my dad.
and telling me some stuff that about my dad.

welll , i know i can tell my feeling here , dont have to hide.

he had a new baby , congract dad :) * i'm not smiling actually
he had some financial problem , it cause my 1st step-brother cant study last year.
but he already start study now. good thing right ? :)
he want to meet us when we go back...

my aunt ask me about meet him when we arrive and have dinner together.
but ... i said no.
seriously , i'm not ready yet.
and i dont know what i suppose to do and said when i meet him.
hate him ? show a smile face ? talk to him and act like everything's over ?
i dont think i can do that.
maybe i can , but not now.

i'll think about it :)
aunt ask me inform her if i change my mind.
ofcoz i'll change my mind , right ? hopefully i will......

anyway , i just cant take it right now.



right , sad thing finished report !
time to happy thing ! XDDDD


count down-ing :D
three more weeks !!! :)

hope i have a wonderful and memorable trip ! :)
with my lovely friendsssss :) * i'm actually smiling now ! XD


hoping time past faster and best luck on my exam ! :)


miss ya and see you guys sooon :DDD





I'll try to FORGIVE and FORGET . :)